• sleep until the PM (1 PM TO BE EXACT!) - accomplished ;)
• lay outside, working on my tan and reading 
• shower… perhaps
• think about the fact that in one week, I’ll be an adult.

Hey there,

Important things are happening within the next month; 18th birthday, the ball, graduation, and a trip around Europe featuring hiking and hanging around in short shorts, hitting the beach in italy with my bikini and well what’s EUROTOUR with a little skinny dipping? The problem you ask? That sounds like a blast you say. Indeed it will be. However, there is one big problem. My little friend called flub has eaten all my muscle and taken residence in the most strange places on my body like my toosh, pouch and lady lumps. It’s all fun and games until I realize, oh shit, it’s bikini season.

This could have been fixable if I was as inspired as I was about a month or two ago when I started going on power walks very often and eating healthy. Lately, the weather has been very boring and I just can’t find the inspiration to get up and work for what I want.

I mean of course my inspiration is there but the energy and drive is missing.

If anyone has some tips other than the whole ‘write inspiring messages’ and ‘post inspiring pictures’, that would be much appreciates. The problem with those two things is that if I know where the pictures and messages are… It’s easy to avoid them.

It’s an endless cycle. SO I AM SENDING OUT AND SOS.

Girl, 18-ish, looking for good ideas to get fit and energized FAST.

xoxo
A